hmm. common tests week is finally over. okie, i know i dont sound the least excited, but..argh no buts. i just dont feel thaaat excited. =/ something's got into me today. maybe pms. *shrugs*

Watched Project Superstar on thursday. Seriously, i think the voting system is totally wrong. i mean, it's just so wrong. A few of the good singers were being voted out. i really wonder what kind of super star they are going to produce. Someone who's popular, (among his/her circle of friends, most prob.) but can't sing well? tsk, it's screwed.

anyways, yesterday i finally watched initial D! yeps, with yuqian =D we had no paper yesterday, which was GOOD. haha, because i was late (again, i know =x) we had to smuggle macs, bubble tea and chips in. so we pigged our way through the whole movie. yupps, and i can only conclude that jay is soooo cuuute! =DDD really! his ai4 li3 bu4 li3 seh makes him really cute. *wide grin* yupps, and edison chen looks better, much better, with hair. =)

after that we went to rent a movie to watch at yuqian's house. And shaohong was making his way there too. we took a super long time to decide what to get. And yuqian had to pick all the m18 shows =/ (haha, she'd better not read this..) okie so in the end, we picked 'Windstruck', much to shaohong's dismay. i supposed to cry during the show but i didnt. the story was touching, was sad too, but maybe it's just another typical fairytale, that didnt move me. Or maybe, my mind was just somewhere else.

and in the morning, yuqian, shaohong and i (yes, 3 of us again.) went all the way to chinatown for kbox. didn't really enjoy myself that much. there must be seriously something very wrong with me these few days. i am not in the mood for anything. =/ i realised just now that i am not making good use of my life. =x i am not involved in any activity that makes my life cong1 shi2. i can't take it anymore! And i see so many of my friends getting involved in activities that help them, improve them, mould them, in different aspects. and i am just wasting my life away, worrying about this and that. arrrrghhh. i am getting pissed off with myself. i sincerely, truthfully, honestly hate all that's going on.

didnt go for youth service today. *shrugs* somehow think i cant fit in there. everytime i go there, i feel so inferior. i feel uncomfortable. and i am forced not to be my usual self. everything's just going terribly wrong. maybe i should just go to the main service with my parents. sigh~

what's life all about?